Still dating/talking to Model but if JK asked me to be his gf I’d totally say yes ㅠㅠ

They always buy us drinks but I wish they’d buy us breakfast.

It feels really shitty when your date gets canceled at the last minute :( I need to become tougher when it comes to stuff like this. I literally just layed in bed with a frown on my face until i fell asleep. Four hours and a nap later and I’m still sulking!

My middle school students have no motivation in my class. Which makes me have no motivation to teach them. My boss’s solution is to hit them. I totally dont want to do that. But she is sooo adament about it. Im kinda upset about the whole thing. On top of that im sick. Im kind of growing bitter about life in general. This is not a good attitude for a teacher. :(

There is an obscene couple doing creepy weird things next to me at the coffee shop. I am extremely uncomfortable. I thought this didnt happen in Korea!

Model and I hung out for about 28 hrs straight this weekend. And I met his mom and sister. What? He introduces me to eveyone as his friend but they probably notice when he doesnt sleep at home. He also posted a photo of us hanging out on his fb. I wonder if he is aiming to be my boyfriend? I really like him but i thought i didnt want a bf…아이고 모라~~

I had a dream that i saw TOP’s stomach. Welcome to my subconscience.

Ok so a few weeks ago JK invited me over for lunch and one thing led to another and finally. We made out. He asked me if i wanted to…and i totally totally did but the funny thing was that i was running late for a dinner date by that point. So i regretfully buttoned up my shirt and we parted ways.

I took a cab downtown and met up with this new guy I’ll call “Model” mostly because hes always got on at least one artical of designer clothing. kk We had coffee, which led to dinner, which led to drinks, which led to a motel and a reallyyy good time. Model and I parted on Sunday around noon after sitting and chatting at a cafe for about an hour. It was so nice♥♥ and i felt really coupley because he wanted me to hold his arm and it was just a really really good feeling.

Model and I hung out again last weekend (at my apt) and we are meeting up downtown tomorrow for drinks. It is sooo hard to wait though! like seriously. its killing me. I just want him in my bed. Right now. I hate hate hate this waiting game and those teasing little kakao talk messages all week ><

I lost my password for this account :( then remembered that i was logged in on my phone!! But still~~

JK finally came over for dinner last weekend…..and brought a friend. what is that??? annoyed annoyed annoyed. I took that as my cue to start adding soju to my beer while I was finishing up cooking. It was a classy night.